Just_I.Me.Myself.

Saturday, June 13, 2009,1:35 AM

BACK TO POST

It's been almost 4 mths since my last post. Recently been busy with school studies & work for the past few mths.

Have a deep thought juz a moment ago. Was thinking how time flies. Time really pass quickly. I've been single for a year alrdy. I didnt notice it when i look at the date just now. Was quite down last wk though. Maple acc was hacked. I told MQ and shaiful abt it. MQ told me that 100% is him that hacked my acc. Shaiful told me that shld be some1 knows my pwd. I seems like trying to defend him when MQ said it' was him. =/ Just quite disappointed when i found out that my acc was hacked. I'm more depressed if it's really him that hack the acc. But,there's no evidence it was him. Firstly, few mths ago he came to my facebook and say bad abt me. I did not say anithing. What i did is just kept silence. Just hope that he can stop hurting me. Tat's all i can say.

Friendship is what i treasure now. Haha why am i so emotional today? Damn. Flashback of the past keep flashing in my mind now. Suddenly,i start to miss United Sates. It's a grp we used to call. It's one of the happiest moment where i really enjoy myself with them last time. But, it'll never be the same anymore. It's quite long time i have not contacted Kevin since my last birthday. Even though he came to give me present, but i have not had a chat with him. He's the only one that i can talk to in that grp. Damn. Tears started to flow when i think of it. I think Kevin also busy with his stuffs. Hai...argh..have to stop thinking abt it..Seriously,this past few years really happen alot of things. I still have to move on. Past is already past. It will only be kept in my memories. I only can say good bye to United States.

My leg hurts like hell. Swollen. Sianz...Cant even go out. I cant even bend my knee!

Monday, February 9, 2009,3:29 AM

SJ BLOG IS BACK IN ACTION!

Have not been posting blog for couple of weeks. I been really busy this few weeks. Guess why i am here blogging even i'm so busy? I just reach home 15 minutes ago. The time now is 3.30AM. I going to sch at 6 plus. I think i not going to sleep. So,i just blogged. Alot of projects,assignments and tests this few wks. Last wk and this wk is like having war. I have been battling with projects,tests,exam and assignments almost everyday. For this wk schedule,monday i have to submit my MCT (Microcontroller Technology) Project,Tues i got to submit my Modani project(3D modelling animation) & report & have to do presentation on that day,Wednesday got Netfund quiz(networking),thursday got Modani Labtest. GOsh! I have not been sleeping already except yest. Yesterday i slept for 6hrs. Very shag now. My mood have been bad lately. Maybe due to projects and some other reasons. Keep thinking alot of things too. Some things i still cant put down. When i see it,i will feel down. I do not want to let anyone know about it so i just blogged here. It's kind of torturing keeping inside without saying it out. Just dont know why. I feel so weak. I'm bad in quick learning. And,i'm bad in forgetting somethings that i wanted to forget. Everyone got their own talents and skills. Where's mine? I wonder. Anyway,no point of keep saying it as long everyone is happy that's enough. Doesnt matter if im down...as long everyone is happy. But,very funny...sometimes when i watched some touching drama..my tears will rolled down automatically. Some of the scenes remind me of the past. It is almost the same. SHucks. Why am i thinking it again? ok..shall stop saying about this.

Few weeks ago,there's some minor conflict in our class. Kind of disappointed of it. From the start,our class is already not united. Now,there's conflict. I always hope our class can have outing and become more united . One of my friend wanted to transfer class. Finally someone understand my feeling. Actually,someone did understand it first. My grandson realise it last year when he joined our class for the edevice module lesson.

My psycho exam i dont think i did well. I'm worried. Hope my CA,attendance and presentation project can pulled up marks to pass over average. Alot of things are bothering me. So fed up. I just want to relax. Maybe this coming holiday i might be accompanying kit to go malaysia. Shaiful cant go. So,maybe 3 of us going only. Shall discuss with the group where they're heading off. Feel very troubled recently. Really want to relax myself. I just want to throw out everything unhappy and shout it out at the beach if i got the chance. I going to explode soon if i'm not going to shout it and throw everything out.

Ok,i want to thanks some people that helped me recently. Firstly,is Mr Shaiful,my lovely buddy who always helped me when needed. Thanks bro! Thanks alot! Let me treat u when i see u! Dont always reject me from letting me to treat u! Secondly,i want to thank Ji Cai for helping me so many times. Thanks alot too! Just now u stil want to send me and zhaolin home. I really appreciate it. But,i will feel paiseh. Dont like to trouble people if i can manage it myself. Thirdly,my family. Just now i reach home,my mum woke up and re-boil the soup for me to eat. So touched. I chase her to go sleep. I dont want her to be tired. My dad bought roti prata on friday. He knows my friend came to our house to do project. Touched too. My sis lend me laptop to school. Knowing that i have been rushing for projects. Muaks sis! Tigga loves u too! =) i seriously love my family. Nothing is more important than my family. I do not realise it a year ago. But,i realise it after. LAstly,i want to thank all my friends. I do not know if i did miss out anyone.

Guys,sorry for rejecting outing from you guys. I can only meet up after march. =) take care in the meantime. To shaiful,check this out. Because of you,i wrote all ENGLISH! =D
Pom.Minqian & Grandson,i have updated my blog. Others, please tag after reading. I realise alot of people read my blog and ran away from tagging. So bad. At least must say hi to me before running. =/ Ok..i'm off to have my dinner + supper + lunch now.

If i faint tml, please call 995. LOL...joking...

Monday, December 22, 2008,2:53 AM

Sat & Sun

Yesterday went to candlelight services with wengfeng invited by enyun. Wow! The whole place is really beautiful! SO ROMANTIC! oppz! haha! =.=! Then yesterday that wengfeng go talk to one of enyun's friend. I cnt hear clearly what she said. =.=! please dont promote me! I want to be SINGLE! And,wf u going Japan find ur darling liao...u go romantic can le...dont drag me down! I know you and yuefen wanted me to marry off away! ROAR! Then enyun's friend say that today(sunday) he going to meet his army friend..den can go along with him...-.-! I told him my whole course all guys lorx...Wengfeng told him that i very choosy. =.=! YA,I admit!
Truly,i dont want to get into an rls yet. Just want to fully concentrate in my friends and family. I have not put my concern for them within this 2 years. And, i going to put my best to care for them and go out as much as possible to mend up for these few years. So, my buddies please wait until ur neck long ok! HAHA!

Today went for guitar lessons in the morning. Gosh! Think have to practice more. Keep forgetting all the "Beansprout". In the afternoon, my parent and me went to PeiJin's house to give back her mahjong table. Then,my mum and her mum went to chit chat. haha! So much to talk. LOL! Then pj and me chit chat lo. After awhile,my mum went off first. So, i stayed over to have some chat with peijin. We dont get to meet often. So,this is the time we can chat. We talk alot of stuffs. PeiJin asked me about my love life. -.-! Then,PJ also got said that she likes one guy. He's a model. Hmmz...saw his picture...quite handsome..PJ,go for it! JIA YOU! Wish u all the best! Actually,PJ and me's love life state is almost similar. So,both of us understand each other thinking. Just cant imagine PJ already put down liao. Good for her. =)

Evening time, i formatted my com...ok,formatting the com is not as hard as it is. Anyway,thx for Mr. DOM to come over. Hey Mr D.O.M, i still owe u a present! HAHA! You must accept the present ok! All of us must have the same present becoz we are the same grp! AH KIT.COM!

Dotz...still got alot of programs nt yet installed. I finding codec too. Got missing codec. Not able to watch drama. I installed K-lite Codec. But have to restart com to try out. If still cant,den tml after gg out have to explore alrdy.

Today WaiTeng & Yun sms me. Inviting me on 24th & 25th to their church celebration. Ehx..Jialat..i duno gg which one..Anyway,waiting for PeiJin's reply. See whether she's going a not.
Haha! I can't wait for Wednesday. I heard from MinQian that there'll be Amazing Race during the afternoon. And aso giving out hampers to the poor. I want to help out! It's gd to help the poor! During night,we'll be having dinner at hotel. Wow! Cool huh! hahaz! Ehz..i duno got black clothes a not. Ting Ting that day asked me to wear the same as her. I got one but the infront thingy abit drop off liao. xD

I meeting Minqian & ah bee tml. MINQIAN,tml i going to show my "LOVE" to you! WAHAHAHA! DONT REGRET!

Saturday, December 20, 2008,4:49 AM

Wrapping gifts & cards...

Guess why i still not in bed yet?
I had been wrapping presents and making cards since i rch hm.
Finally finish wrapping the presents. There's still some left.
I think i will wrapped others tml. Coz some i have to give out tml de.
Here are some pictures. I shall post the rest tml.

Candies & Cookies bought today

All wrapped together in bags

The presents i have bought today

Presents for my friends

So slpy...zZz...Nitez...

Thursday, December 18, 2008,2:38 AM

New hairstyle

Today went to Shirely Mah salon with jie. Accompany jie to cut hair. She spend $11.90 in her hair cut. Before that, i recommend her the $3.80 salon. When she heard $3.80,she dont want coz she felt that so cheap sure quality sux. And,i din noe that she thgt it's a small shop or those auntie shop. At 1st,i also thgt it shld be those small and auntie type of shop. But,it isnt.

After jie's hair cut, we went to blk 500+ to browse at the shop i mentioned just now. I was looking at the price list for rebonding whether i should try the salon or the Shirley mah salon. I decided to do the rebonding at the salon. When jie went into the salon, jie feel like killing me. HAHA! She said," You should bring me to this salon first!" Before i bring her to Shirley mah salon, i keep saying abt the $3.80 salon and jie like not interested. So i thgt that she doesnt want to go to that salon i mentioned.

So,i went in to do my rebonding while jie went to do her hair dye + highlight. T.T MY MONEY GONE! I'm broke! gosh! x'mas coming! And,so many presents i have to buy. On 24th i had to spend 25 bucks that day too. Minqian is so gd that she said she help me to pay half of it coz she noe that i quite broke recently. Mq, i know u got xim can le. MUAKS! no wry! this few days i try to eat grass and save can le. This sat jessica's birthday, i have to spend money in her present too. OK! i gonna faint soon!

I got to spend some time chatting with my friends. Some of my friends were down. I can feel it. Got one very obvious =.=! I try my best to be by their side as much as possible. I know the feeling of upset. So,i will do my best to talk to them and accompany them. No matter how upset SJ is sometimes, SJ will be strong as a pole and will try not to fall! BECOZ she still need to be a pole that can be lie on for her friends when they're down. Hey guys, cheer up ok! Stay positive always! =)

Wengfeng going to Japan soon. Gonna miss her. =( But,i'm glad that she found her happiness. A human cant be selfish. HAHA! WF,mk sure u buy present for me and collect alot of snow for me! WAHAHA! oppz!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008,2:26 AM

2 great days i had! =D fun.fun.fun!

Yeah! exam finally over!

Oppz..have not been posting my posts in blog.
ok,i will post what i have done these two most fun days i had.

Friday 12/12/08
Last friday i just finished my exam,so happy!
Oh ya,thanks to grandson for lending me his calculator.
Even though grandson nd it for exam,but he still lends it to me! Really thanks!
After exam,i give out x'mas cards to my classmates.
One of my friends li siao saying that issie red bomb?
CHOY LOR!
After giving out cards,i went to meet up with afiq to do the psycho quiz.
After my quiz,i went to meet Pom & michelle.
Michelle bring her daughter,Tania along too. She's so cute and adorable!
Michelle said that Tania likes me! HeE! So happy!

We're on our way to Pom's house for X'mas party.
It was fun afterall. Know quite a no. of friends.
They're very friendly & humorous! =)
My apology! i only can remembered a few ppl's name.
Hey pom,thanks for inviting! Had an enjoyable party over there!
Thanks michelle for giving me x'mas gift! I like it a lot! =D

Tuesday 16/12/08
Met up with enyun,yuefen,wengfeng.
Actually peijin & michelle are joining us,but they have something on.
So,the only time we guys can meet is this sat. =)
All of us will gather at jessica's birthday party. Looking forward to it.
We went to Settler cafe today.
We had games together. It was fun indeed.
First time went there.
Jie & enyun asked me when am i doing during the past few years..why so many things and places i duno at all..
haha..i laughs..i said..nope..i didnt enjoy at all the past few years.
I was indeed a frog in a well. I regretted. I wasted two years for doing nothing. Wasting my time off.
I'm glad that i'm single now! =) Thanks to him i'm free & more happier!
I realise i enjoy a lot and went to a lot of places that i've nv been.
I learnt a lot of stuffs that i've nv done b4.
I know a lot of new friends within this half year.
I really earn a lot of things.

Then,when we're on our way home. Wf,yf & me talk about what kinds of guys we'll like to have as bf. Haha..damn funny...with them around,i will never feel bored.
I'm so keen to see jie to have a jie fu lo! Really! Really wish she can find her happiness.
Will be very happy if she found one.

My holiday will be great even though it's short. =( 2 wks holiday. So short! Cant even do anything! A lot of things coming up toO! =D

Here are some photos taken by today:

RooT beer Float

Having games during our meals

I like this game! It's thrilling!

Another game we had.

Enyun cutting wengfeng & yuefen

Wengfeng,Yuefen & Me

Four of us at Settler Cafe

It's a nice place to gather with friends. I recommend u guys to go! =)

Ok, i'll stop blogging here. =D

Monday, December 8, 2008,9:46 PM

泪

心里很难过
泪水一直往肚里吞
我很想到ECP大喊
憋在心里很辛苦

眼泪不停的划落。。。

嗨。。。

为什么每次在我考试之前让我那么难过呢？

今晚我根本不用睡了。。

根本睡不着。。。

Saturday, November 22, 2008,3:02 PM

BUSY WEEK!

I have not been posting any post from last wed till now. Been busy for this days. Gosh,some ppl is asking why there's no updates. LOL! ok, i have posted now! Currently, I have 4 projects in hand[Psychology,Netfund(Networking),Modani(3D modelling) & MCT(Microcontroller)]. Yesterday, actually i got two projects discussion. After my lab lesson, Ben and me didnt went for the lecture because we have to discuss our projects. We went to the library to discuss our projects. After awhile, Ben went to play VIWAWA! still jio me to play summore! Desmond and Diani sms me that they are unable to meet up for the project. So,i sms meiqing that we did our own parts firstand discuss it on monday. Ben and me went to SIM LIM to search for the informations. STUPID BEN! bully me again! Asked me to take the brochures! After sim lim,we went to archade. Ben wanted to vs me! DOTZ! i'm bad in it! He got a score of 400+, while i end my game at stage 2! Then after that, we had nothing to do. Both of us have to walk around in bugis until 6pm. Each of us are waiting for friends to meet up. Around 4pm, i saw Grandson miss call. SHUCKS! i totally forgotten i have to meet Grandson around 3pm but i'm already outside. Both of us very funny. I called him he didnt answered. He called me i also pick up at all. We're like playing miss call game. -.-! Then awhile later, grandson called me and i finally answered the call. I laughs and told grandson that i forgotten that i have to meet him at 3pm. Sorry,grandson! =X Grandson told me that he have quit smoking! LOL! i bet u one month la! If u lose, u treat me dinner! OK a not? Or u think of other idea lo? Since u say dinner only, nothing special.HAHA!
Then while i'm on phone, Ben li siao siao. After the phone, Ben and me went to a shop that sells x'mas items. Actually,i decided to buy a toy(A box then can shuffle until u get the correct colour). Sorry,i did not know what's that called.

Nearly 6pm, Ben's friend called him that she's meeting her boyfriend. So,ended up Ben have to go home. Wengfeng called me aroudn 6.10pm that she got 4 free movie tickets at 6.30pm at Vivo city. WAH! Wf always last minute say. The last time also the same. But,it's ok. My darling wf already very good le. MUAKS!~ One thing is peijin is not able to make it at 6.30pm. So,there's only 3 people watching it. So,i asked Ben that there's one free movie ticket whether he wanted to watch. Staring at first. I heard from wengfeng that we're watching madagascar. She didnt pronounced it correctly. He said ok. He wanted to watch the movie too. Both of us rushed down to VIVO. We reached there around6.45pm. When we reached there, Wengfeng & Yuefen havent reached. So,we waited for them. After awhile,both of them reached and we bough popcorns and went for the movie. DOTZ! The movie is'nt madagascar! -.-! Ok! The movie is not shown in the GV website so i do not know what's the name. It's a movie concert! The whole movie is a 3D concert. The first time i'm watching concert in a CINEMA! -.-! anyway,first experience! I'm not going to watch concert in a cinema again!

After our movie, we eventually walked around VIVO to wait for Peijin's call. She said that she's still at home. We went to the top to take some photos. After that,we went to take mrt to Holland Village. When we reach Buona Vista,Peijin called and said she's unable to make it due to her mum. We still head on to Holland Village. Along our way or i might say the whole day, Wengfeng and Yuefen are li-siaoing me and ben lo. Before we meet them, i told Ben that be prepared that you will kana li siao. HAHA! SEE! I knew it! So,we went to holland village....Ok,i not going to keep on saying about it because i'm going to had my bath and meet shaiful later. We are going to michelle's place to celebrate for her daughter's birthday. Pom,kellyn,kim,debbie and others will be there too. WOW! I have not been seeing them for a year. Great! I'm off now!

tatas~